Someday Came Suddenly

It is crazy how quickly things change. Less than a month ago I had everything going for me. Everything was perfect. Then I get fired and my car is fucked. Why is it that things never seem to work out for me? I get one step ahead then I got knocked back four. I need to just get out of here. I need to get out of my house. I need to get out of this town. I need to get out of this state. I need to create a new life for myself somewhere. Move away and change this into the life I have always dreamed of. Maybe I should move out to Madison. Maybe Steve and Lindsay would let me stay with them. Maybe I can start to go back to school. Maybe I can get a degree in Music Management. Maybe I can just try something new. Maybe they have cafés out there that would hire me. I just need to get my life in check. For now, however, I am just going to appreciate my local scene, my booking company and the amazing people I have in my life. I am truly blessed to have all of my friends and some of my family. It is crazy to think that I didn’t even know any most of them even a year ago. But the people who really care will stay in my life. They will stay awesome. And they will be there no matter what. I don’t know much about life, but I know all of this to be true.

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Matzoh ball soup and music. So much music.

why are teenagers SO freakin angsty??? yes…..life is rough. we all deal with it. you live in rural connecticut. be thankful and stop being so angsty.